still on my mind
3 years ago - 5th July 2015 our first sunrise morning together holding hands on the rooftop of your Stockholm apartment. I put up a stillpic on instagram to capture that first moment and you felt the same showing a videoclip. Acknowledgement of a soulmate both ways. As we said when we met: "Like looking in a mirror".
4 months ago today - 20th april 2018 the end of your life as your wonderful soul left us mortal for higher purposes in the afterlife where you will live in eternity: NEVER forgotten by me.
Today I feel I have learned a lot from what happened to us. How people one surround oneself with should be choosen with the admost care! How people may have their own agendas and without respect to others true feelings or needs in life. I have regrets in the way I feel I did not trust your strong feelings. In my heart I knew, and you told me too, that they where all true. At that time I was nervous and overwhelmed of emotions and sadly trusted the ones you surrounded yourself with that they had your best interest in mind. How very wrong I was to do so! I know that now.
Also today I swapped to a new mobile. I was going through all the pictures on my old mobile from snapchat and messages you sent me. I was looking at the pictures I took of you and also us together. Now, these pictures are cherished memories that I keep close to my heart and all for myself.
Last but not least: I do belive you will live in eternity in some form. For me: My life goes on! I go Bonnie and Clyde without you. And I do promise you that the next man I will fall for will be exactly as loving, kind and openhearted as you. I will never settle for less! Destiny is all! xoxo